A memory keeps coming back to me . It is a good one yet is an embarrassing one for my oldest daughter , and a day I remember for the shock of what happened then smiles for a little girl in love with someone or something so much larger than she was at six years .
The world had just been told that Princess Diana died and they were showing live shots of all the people in London and around the royal family . When they got a good close up of Prince William my sweet Miranda jumped on the television and said, “I’m going to marry you ! ” of course she could not have understood what it all meant at that time .
She was a great comfort to me that day . In so many ways . I will add a photo of her later today .
This story didn’t end that day and I imagine it will continue in some way for many years .
I mostly mentioned it because of the similarities between them though there may be many people who don’t . She named her first son William and he was born around the same time as the little prince . Het second son was born around the time their daughter was born . It is amazing really how much alike we can be sometimes .
A change in thought : I check the news though to be honest I feel like I fell down a rabbit hole and I do believe that stupid white rabbit is hiding from me . He wants me to struggle with finding him .
Why do I feel like this ? It’s simple really , just look around for a few minutes oh and don’t forget to listen to all the “talk”. That will set the mood and tone, though I have been looking for something to stuff in my ears . It is nice that I can close my eyes but still need something for my ears . One can only take so much nonsense and when someone can talk for 20,30, or 60 minutes and not really say anything . I have better things to do with my life .
We are now going to be forced to live in an alternative reality . This might not frighten you , but it does me . I really don’t need any more altered realities . I was hoping for a peaceful and relatively happy last few years . This really stinks .
The stress and contention , the frustration and aggrevation is really too much . Having a leader in office who seems overly paranoid (which is the only thing that he is thinking about it seems ) and who flits from one thing to another is not a good thing . Now I am sounding stressed out . I would like to go to Canada, but I don’t think they will be allowing very many people and may shut people out . I know that they said they would welcome everyone , but the mounted mounties picked up a lot of people who are trying to get out of this country . Some people will be sent further but I am afraid that Americans may be sent back .
But maybe not . They are pretty good people . I wouldn’t mind living in Canada . I will likely be hunted down and shot for this . A very unstable , paranoid man sits in the White House .
It is late and I am falling asleep . I will finish this up in the morning .